today is the second night straight i dont think m sleeping because i desperately want to rid this pc from virus/trojan/whatever. i've already lost my precious pictures from my phone (MY B
EAUTIFUL ICECREAM B
DAY CAKE) because i irritably formatted the sd-card as it is infected with those scorned things, now i just hope the external hardisk is clean so i can transfer everything from this pc into it. which brings me to the next point. i hope this pc crash after 30 days time as thats how long kaspersky antivirus trial version runs, so i dont feel so bad that i want to get a shining brand new pc with thin flat screen.
harry potter and the deathly hallows the movie part one
a lot of promotional things has gone up, these videos
and this picture
being the latest ones, though i think it is partly because the half-blood prince and the also the ultimate edition dvds are coming out next week
. nevertheless, in less than a year's time, specifically 19Nov2010, the movie will be out. in less than a year's time, there will be less one movie to finish the series. i hv come to feel the end of this all, and it is making me feel hollow.
my facebook status is "why do i tire of counting sheep? when i'm far too tired to fall asleep" from owl city's fireflies
. however it's this line from the saltwater room
keeps repeating in my head today: "What will it take to make or break this hint of love? When we're apart whatever are you thinking of? So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
" as i realised i'm starting to check out guys on the streets now.
im feeling the blues yeah? maybe its the end of year thing, maybe its the fact that i hvnt gone to a stress-free vacation for a while, or the fact that work has started to get serious and there are no more room for being a newbie and trying out things anymore. maybe it's because the lack of sleep, though that is not exactly because i got no time to sleep, but it's just because i dont want to. maybe because harry potter is ending, and i desperately want to go to a midnight release in UK or US whr we can wear a cloak, a round spectacle and a lightning bolt scar on our foreheads without feeling pretentious or weird. maybe because i'm jealous that my brother will be spending boxing day in london, very close to platform 9 3/4 and he doesnt even remotely has the closest clue of just how much that platform means to me n a lot of ppl
. or maybe it's just because i'm lonely..for some weird reason i feel that in my heart and i dont know why.