my friend just officially finished med school and passed her exams, so hazwani, congratulations! | my mother is asking whether or not i want her to sew the bridesmaid baju kurung for aminah's wedding | and after the longest week ever at work, i concur the words of panic at the disco in the green gentlemen: "things have changed for me, but thats ok, i feel the same, i'm on my way and i say, things have changed for me, but that's ok" | to remember the awesome things the world has to offer, see 1000awesomethings. my favourite is: #755 When you arrive at the bus stop just as the bus is coming around the corner, #836 When you push the button for the elevator and it's already there and the classic #854 Crying.

written while i listen to kate walsh's new album light and dark and entertaining my new pastime of reading excel blogs like this one. also with this rhyme i concur this post.

pain

too far
so it scars
cant touch
but i vouch
the wanting
of something

waiting
but nothing

anticipation
of tension
kills me
currently
no end
i can sense
so i sit
infinite

today was an eventful day and somehow i feel i have to hv it chronicled

1. went to petaling street, my sister bought a faux lesportsac travel bag, haggled till 50% off
2. finally opened a ASb account, thus one of this year's new year resolution crossed
3. next stop was kl sentral. went by komuter, after waiting for the train for 10 minutes thought: WHY DIDNT WE TAKE THE LRT??
4. paid my study loan after 3 months
5. went to low yat plaza, where we bought my dad a new phone, and my sister a pendrive
6. met some guy i longed to meet while waiting for a bus to mid valley
7. bought the time traveler's wife and found this finally in harry potter and the order of the pheonix american edition

found all kinds of lists as i tidy the house

skins playlist
brendan benson - flesh and bone
jolie holland - old-fashioned morphine
john martyn - may you never
aqualung - something to believe in
autolux - asleep at the trigger
the concretes -  you cant hurry love
feist - gatekeeper
the bees -  sky holds the sun
wild world - skins cast
frou frou - let go
low - sunflower
fionn - be good or be gone
lcd soundsystem - new york i love you
funkytown - lipps, inc

(skins can be watched here on youtube)
and i actually hv this playlist at playlist.com. but then they decided to go "Due to licensing restrictions, some tracks are currently unavailable for playing in your country." on me. now i cant listen to ANY of the tracks.

can u hear it? i can help but to think that i'm imagining the sounds of rattling chains. you know, from all the demons and shaitans that are tied up right now because of ramadhan? i'm sure all of them are rejoicing now as the month is almost over.

only one more day of fasting. so no more going back early from work, breaking fast in the bus because of traffic jam @ with my parents and silbings when i'm home early, no more terawih, no more reciting quran, no more reading tafsir, no more solat hajat in the middle of the night.

or is it?

it is said that if you stick with what you did in ramadhan in the coming months, then what you did during ramadhan was actually accepted by Allah. so why dont we stick to all the things we did in ramadhan? so even though if it wasn't accepted at least you hope it does. at least you're trying.

hurr, i'm not making any sense. my sisters are shouting in my ear telling me to pack. we're going back to my mother's hometown in 30 minutes time. i hvnt packed, and all i can think of bringing is my statistic book and a laptop so that i can check out vba codes for work.

safe to say i hate ramadhan is over. and all i'll be thinking of now is workworkwork.