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Saturday, June 26, 2010
personality test - the kind that i like

answer it here

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Posted at 02:52 am by baz
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Thursday, June 24, 2010
second week of june 2010

this particular week needs to be chronicled somehow.

monday: deathly hallows trailer
i started the week knowing that the teaser trailer for the first part of the last harry potter movie will be revealed during mtv movie awards, what i did not foresee was, how devastated i was after i saw it, which reflected to the fact that my colleague had to pick up my slack throughout the day at work that day.

wednesday: glee season 1 finale
i have been religiously downloading glee episodes basically mere minutes after it is aired in the US for the past few months, aside from illegally obtaining the soundtrack minutes after it is on iTunes and proceeded with listening to the songs non stop so tell me, what do i do now? what i do now that there's nothing whatsoever to look forward to during the week?

thursday: braces day
i wasn't that nervous really. i know it was going to be painful so i'm prepared for that, and to be honest i was too tired to care. with the potter trailer and glee finale, tumblr was so crazy i stayed all night to join in the fun. i was so tired, i fell asleep as the dentist was putting the braces on. she pinched my jaw several time to ask me to shift my head left and right a bit, but other than that she let me sleep. looking back, that was really nice of her.

friday night: the what-ifs
what if i didn't go to melaka for hazwani's convocation thus would still be awake that time? what if they showed the france-uruguay match on tv and my sister is watching it downstairs by herself? what if there wasn't any match and she fell asleep in front of the tv by herself anyway? then maybe the burglar wont get into the house that night. but nonetheless he got in, but everybody is ok.
nut then again, my other sister still wont sleep alone in her room, and i feel like the house was raped somehow..maybe we're not that a-ok after all.

saturday: hazwani's convocation (CONGRATS DEAR!)
i hate convocations. it reminds me to mine, where i forgot to book us a place to stay, which prompted my parents to sleep in my friend's car because my mom was afraid to sleep in the surau by herself. while i'm happily sleeping with my friend on a nice bed. i shall never forgive myself.

xx

'twas an eventful week. it was like a PMS of emotions. but i was just sad throughout the week, rather than angry and moody.

but saying that is not fair. because i remember grinning while the video of the trailer was starting and during that time hazwani was on the stage holding her medal while smiling at the camera man, so perhaps it wasn't that bad of a week after all.


Posted at 12:59 am by baz
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Sunday, June 06, 2010
i am getting braces

though at the age of 25, i'm probably too old. too late to turn back now, i've already had 3 teeth taken out. getting wired this coming thursday.

which means i dont want to wear specs anymore. already i'm wearing tudung, now getting permanent pieces of metal wires on my teeth, a spectacle will be overcrowding my face i think. so goodbye glasses of 6 months age. i'll still wear you at home though. hope to get contacts tomorrow.

i just know i'll have problems with contact lenses. i think my eyes are kinda dry, and my eyelashes tends to fall off like rain, but you've got to try it first i think.

i also have lost my phone for about, i cant remember, 2 months now? and, i really dont care to buy another one, but everybody seems to want me too. i think, that's precisely the reason why i dont want to get another phone, being the rebel that i am.

also i am insanely addicted to glee. period.

this post was not intended to exist. hello bloggy sorry i have been neglecting you, so this was just a little update.


Posted at 05:59 am by baz
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Monday, April 26, 2010
dear self

you're not getting anything until you buy the london tickets.

and THAT'S THAT.


Posted at 02:57 pm by baz
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Monday, March 29, 2010
the thing about rupert grint for me..

i'm single, and have been for a long time. and most of the time, i'm ok with that. i'm practically married to work, a lot of ppl have called me workaholic, and i'm so very ok with that. i just recently lost my phone, and i dont feel like buying a new one, because i dont want anybody contacting me so i can focus on my work.

so yeah, most of the time, i'm ok with being single, workaholic, and a recluse, then…then i go on tumblr, and i see a pic of rupert grint, and i feel so…lonely. not to sound ridiculous but when i see him, he reminds me of the things that i thought i dont miss. is that stupid?

i love everything about him. the eye bag, the stubble, the messy thick hair. the fact that he's shy and quiet, that's obvious from any interviews. i love that he's a hard worker, and he takes his job seriously. he loves his family and he likes to buy weird stuff. but he's also just a normal person. he likes golf and travelling and other little things.

i guess he reminds me a lot, of me. and that makes me a bit sad.


Posted at 02:31 pm by baz
Comment     Categories: harry potter, love?, oh life, random

Sunday, March 14, 2010
LONDON

it started with a wishful thinking here, with a comment from Raudzah saying she wants to go too; then recently Raudzah said she has friends there that we can hopefully crash with; then we went to Matta Fair last friday and BAM, guess what friends?

WE'RE GOING TO LONDON.

ok granted we hvnt bought the flight tickets, we only have a vague idea of what to do and where to go, m scared the person who we'll be crashing with might just throw us out of the house after 2 days AND i dont think i can eat for the next few month to save up, but as the saying goes: "the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step" right? so we'll take it easy, plan as we go, and hopefully we can get the best rates ever, and have an even more greater time when we're there.

anyhow, what we have now, is a date. the harry potter and the deathly hallows part 1 the movie premier is on 19th Nov 2010, so we've set the date around that. there's no confirmation that that's a set date, however; but that's the best that we can work with, and if the premier happens faster or later than the time we're there, oh well, that's just too bad for us.

so, here's to hoping that it all works out. m so excited i made a tumblr for it haha!


Posted at 10:04 pm by baz
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
so long

no, not so long, farewell. i cant say farewell to blogging, i like it too much. hey blog, i think you're one thing i know im going to keep online. i dont go friendster anymore, and facebook has started to lose it's appeal, i mean, sure we're friends on fb, but it seems we always avert each other's eyes when we meet in real life, so what's the point? and tumblr, oh tumblr..now yes dearjkr is my number 1 addiction, and i guess i'll keep that, at least until i dont like harry potter anymore. and hmnn, i dont think that's ever gona happen.

lately i seem to refuse to sleep. i want to blame it on tumblr, cz the time m supposed to be sleeping m on tumblr, but the truth is, i just cant seem to want to sleep. when i tell my colleague this, they say maybe i shud cut down my time in front of the computer, they say the glare and the wave from the pc can disturb sleep, but deep down i know, i dont want to sleep...because i dont want to wake up. not that not sleeping would make it any different, because m already up, but at least, i dont get that feeling that i hv to stop sleeping. because when i finally sleep it feels too tiring to wake up.

does that even make sense? whatever.

the latest american idol, season 9 (i think) is on tv, they're now on hollywood week. i really like hollywood week. during this week the cut all the background story, at least they dont show as much, and all there are are the singing. it's on the big stage, so u can see who can handle the pressure that comes with it, but it's still intimate, because there's no audience yet. there's only you, and other ppl who hv the same dreams as you do, hoping they can do good, trying to dispel the insecurities of wondering whether you're any good in the first place.

it's so easy when you're not out there in the big world yet. when all you need to do is strive the hardest. not to impress, not to compete. you just do it, to prove to yourself, that YOU CAN do it. but i guess when ppl see that you can do it, it's a different ball game. then come expectations, then come the need to match that expectation, then comes the need to be better than THAT.

things were so simple back then.

with that i say my parting words, with this song that's stuck in my head,
"RAH² AH³ + RO (MA + MAMA) + GA² + OOH(LA)²".

it feels like everything is a bad romance now.


Posted at 11:33 pm by baz
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Thursday, February 04, 2010
there's nothing worse



Posted at 01:45 pm by baz
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Saturday, January 16, 2010
rhymin in the mornin

just now
it is 2 am and i am still awake,
listening to coldplay and thinking of cake,
what shall i do tomorrow i still do not know,
there's nothing to buy or places to go.

this morning
i had a dream this morning and it was nice,
i cant remember exactly but there were guys,
one drove a red car and he was my ride,
i sat at the passenger seat right by his side,
he was talking about his sister then she suddenly appear,
right at the backseat pinching my ear;
i was so surprised i jolted awake,
only to realise my mother by the bed,
trying to get me up as i was late,
i need to be in office at 9 and it was then half past 8.

now
nestle crunch ice cream and tropicana orange juice,
trouble by coldplay on the playlist,
singing along and feeling the blues,
while browsing tumblr about "all the single ladies".

good night
good night for now, good night for later,
i know i wont tuck in yet, i am a VERY late sleeper,
gonna continue picoult's the pact while listening
to vanilla twilight by owl city,
reading the love between chris and the dead emily.


Posted at 02:34 am by baz
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Friday, January 01, 2010
this year

the other day i read somewhr in the internet where it says: 'If you want to make God laugh, make a plan'. but hey, as humourous as it could be, and whether or not it is achievable, you have to try right, so you got to make a plan at least.

but i am here, not to tell you about my plans for the new year, but just what i want to do. some, even I think are wishful thinking, but some, i reallyreally hope i can achieve.

what i want to do in 2010

+ plan my finances better
every month, here are the things that i need to pay: my mom, duit kutu, ptptn, insurance, asb. this year, i'm going to add tabung haji in that list. also, i vow to never regret what i spend on, thus with that said, i hope i dont at all spend it on unnecessary stuff.

+ umrah
during the last ramadhan, i saw a hadith, or i think was a hadith, by Rasulullah SAW where he says to never go anywhere unless you have gone to Masjid Nabawi, Masjidil Haram and Masjidil Aqsa, (or at least i thought it says that, this guy's post says different). after that, whenever i never fail to be reminded to this whenever anybody asks if im planning for a vacation. last year a colleague of mine went for umrah, even though her mom did all the planning, it doesnt seem like it is so hard to do, so i dunno, maybe i'll go before this year's ramadhan with my parents?

+ UK
as i said, wishful thinking. if i were to go to UK this year, if u cant guess already, it is for the first part of harry potter and the deathly hallows the movie, where it is going to be released on 19th November 2010. the thing is, if i really were to go during november, i should already start planning NOW, but since i'm not, i know for a fact that this is not going to happen. not this year at least.

+ driver's license
i know, i know this was my last year's resolution, but i dunno, i really just dont have the motivation to do it. we'll try again this year, ok?

+ FRM exam
frm stands for financial risk managers. the exam is a professional paper on risk management basically, and even though i dont aspire much to be a risk manager (mostly because i only know risk managers to work in banks, and i dont want to work for a bank to break the stereotype that ppl with degree in financial mathematics should work in a bank, and risk managers seems like dont make much anyways), the syllabus covers the things that i want to know/study, so this one im definitely taking in the 2nd half of 2010.

yup, thats about the things that i want to do this year.
i came across this as i was browsing tumblr and when i click for me it says "This year, i will : FIND MR OR MS RIGHT". lol, really??


Posted at 10:46 pm by baz
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