these few days; i think after i saw jkrowling's documentary in the half-blood prince dvd when she drew the weasley's family tree (starting at 2:50 here); i keep thinking about fred. i dont know why but i guess it finally sunk in to me that he is gone. and that george is never ok, (jkr:"of course he would never be all right would he?"), and he is married to fred's ex-girlfriend, because together they would be happy.
the thing about fred's death that saddened me most is, that i never expected it. after george lost an ear, i thought, that's it, that's it for the twins, she's not going to harm them anymore, because they already lost something. but no, she has to kill fred. she just have to do that. why jkr, why?
imagine losing a twin. imagine losing a part of yourself. and you cant get it back. thats how i feel about it. and that's what it feels like right now.
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